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PROFILE!

Bonjour tout le monde!!!!! :D

Moi.

Salut!!! :)

Je M'appelle Leo Alan
Je Suis Singapourien
J'habite En Singapour dans une grand maison :P
Je Suis un eleve a Zhonghua Sec

Zhonghua Secondary School (Singapore)
Concord College (United Kingdom)

Zhonghua Chorale, Chaunteurs - Vice President (2006-2007)
Zhonghua Student Council, ZHSC (2006-2007)
Zhonghua Sports Leader (2005-2007)
English Literary Drama & Debate Society


WISHES

I really want to live my life.

Maybe i'll marry a caucasian.
Maybe i'll reside in UK after studying there.
Maybe i'll live a peaceful life herding sheps in New Zealand.

Maybe...

Just Maybe.


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Aw Su
Erika
Fang Ying
Jonathan
Valerie


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Ao Xiang
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Felicia
Jie Ying
Joshua
Kia Weng
Lin Yu
Qing Ting
Valerie
Wanyi
Wei Ting
Zhi Lei

Choral Orgy
ZH Chorale

Couture
Eng Huat
Shahila
Xin Ling


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Sunday, October 15, 2006
A Load of Burden...
In another 8 hours i'll be heading for school after 5 days of long break. Visited a few places after exams with gid, qing, ah lei, val and wad's her name? Oh yah, jie ying. Huge shopping spree! From the magnificent (just exaggerating) Orchard Road (WOW!)...to the never ending Bugis Street (HOT!)... to the mind blowing Marini Square (it's quie boring actually...except TOP
MAN! u ROCK! UK fever)... let's put the fun aside...

It's really difficult to face your examination results, especially when you know you will be failing a few. What a blow. The first period is Miss Ting's class, Physics! (did anyone just said Physics?) Anyway, thats the worst paper so far and i can gurantee i'm failing it. My instinct tells me so. It's like in every three questions, i don't know how to do two?? I'm such a faliure...and what a wet blanket. I bet i'd have no mood for the rest of the periods after know i've failed drastically. I studied though...HARD dude. Guess i'd need to buck up...

Well i'm sitting in front of the computer for like an hour, U-zapping for like 40 mins... they said 10 minutes would prouduce the best effect but i've exceeded it four times. I even switched on the heater...wonder if it would overheat and burn my tummy...or simply, fats. (I sound so pathetic...)

English is another major issue. It's like the most important subject and i'm worrying for myself, afraid of failing it. Didn't complete my summary and my compo. I'm dead meat. And the pain is going to drag another day for there's no english period tomorrow. Know what, i'm so going to cheong for english and seek help from ms ow whenever i need...(provided that i wun get retained...) Oh god, forgive me not for all sins committed, but at least be graceful enough to put me through such a torturing event and erase it from reality. I'll lose more weight as well...

Then the biggest weight of all...it's kind of sensitive...and i'm really worrying it. I have to go down to the station for god knows what, and i really want to get it over with. It's been bugging me for more than a month, a month of sleepless nights and a month of moral degregation. I'm morally and physically insulted for a month. Just when i've set it aside and determined to lead a whole fresh life, you called and reminded me of everything. You brought me back into time and forced me to walk that painful history, and what's coming next this Tuesday? I beg you lord to spare me from such demoralising event and put me through into a world of peaceful natural life. What if he changed the scenerio and they believed that bastard (oops, sorry) instead of the helpless me? Decided to charge me for my stupidity? or for something which i never did? I want to live my life, advance and head for collegwe in uk...serve the national service, head for my law degree and start a family. Please don't ruin my path and take my future away from me. After this Tuesday, just forget this case and contact me no more. I want my life.

That lonely life.

God i beg you let this be no tortourous that it could ever be and just let him question me finely. Don't penetrate through my weakening flesh, let alone my subsiding heart. Just have it done in a mere few minutes and let me taste the freshness of life and nature. I don't want to stand in that dark ominous murky cell where most souls trap themselves, never to be free again.

I want my life.

That lonely life.


10:54 PM
strut your stuff!